Why did I create a blog? This blog is my realease from my life once I write my anger,pain,discomfort,love,and happiness I will feel better. I have always loved wrting and have used to keep me sane. Im the type of girl, I don't cry easily and I keep to myself always but Im secretly dying on the inside.I have the ability to change my mood with just one simple tought, and I can see people who are fake from a mile away. I hate people who think they know everything i don't know everything and Am always willing to learn. My thery in life is we don't know who we truly are and what we have and will become until we reach our last minute living. I believe in a lot of religions and believe people should be judge by their religion.As for sexuality iI consider myself Bi-curious cause I cannot honestly say Im sure that Im straight,gay,or bisexual. Life for me is not the worst it could but I must say its not normal. Im not normal and have absolutely no intentions in becoming normal. If you don't like me than that's your problem not mine,and if life's gonna be a B then I might as well be one too. Am I suicidal? I don't know Im not gonna lie I have had suicidal thought before for many reason but clearly hasnt done it yet. Growing with anemia,brochi,and infectious Ive always had to deal with pain, When I cut I dont always have suicidal thought accuring in my head sometimes its just a feeling to make me feel human or shock me back to life. Fear, I have too many fears in life My fears in life are not of horror movies or animals, But of the voices in my mind, life,and time. The voices in my mind, The voices in my mind are what make me craziest they are the ones that tell me to The worst part of life the ones that remind Im not like everybody else and I cannot do anything I want. Life, We are here to only eat one life so have have to make the best of it and live it to the fullest that has always given me the fear of letting life past you by.Time, time has the ability to control our surroudings,our actions,reactions,and perceptions, Its fearful how one substance one minoe property of life can control us so. Its my time to go and I leave you with this in mind think of it well and consider its meanings and dont be shy to let me know your way of seeing it.
